Life update - graduated with 3.78 CGPA in Med school, Aydeen came to my life, waiting for Housemanship.

 Hey,

I have officially graduated from Manipal University holding a Bachelor in Surgery and Bachelor in Medicine (MBBS) Degree!!!! Not sure if i wanna call my self a capital D and small r yet. But next month in July is where my life will turned 360 degrees. I will start tagging and life as a proper Dr soon and now im trying to do some revision myself. 

Aydeen is sooo cute. He is 8 months now. He is our bundle of joy and we loveeeee him so so much.

I had such a wonderful 6 months pre-houseman vacation days. I appreciate my own days and nights, romanticize my days, spending my days with the love of my life - Nikman Syafiq, friends and family (still had some conflicts umm). 

So far life has been good eventhough i am broke hehe. 

A letter to myself.

 Dear myself, 

I am writing to you to remind you that things will get tough in a month. That is when you will start your tagging in a hospital i havent known yet, in a department i dont know yet but YOU know. 

I love you. You have gone through a lot to come to this stage of your life. Admit it or not, deep down in your heart you are proud to have graduate as a Dr even when it takes half of your life to learn. You have sailed through 5 years of medical school alone, been a foetus and being so independent in India ALONE, toughest time in Muar and 2 years of being lost in Melaka but you, YOU scored the highest in the whole 155 people in your batch. TOP 5 student is something. If they can do it, you can do it too. 

Hold on. Hold on a bit longer. Allah swt puts you in this situation because HE KNOWS. HE KNOWS YOU CAN GO THROUGH THIS TOUGH TIME BECAUSE YOU ARE A TOUGH COOKIE. Tawakal to Allah swt. 

I promise you, things will get better in 2 years. You will be happy, you will have your own family, and you will be one of the specialist that you awed once back then. 

Take a deep breath, and redah jeeerr. Dont overthink okay? I love you. You are loved. 

From, Farina from the past.