Pieces of my self: 2026 Update - New Home, Job update, cats

31.05.2026

Wow, it has been a solid 3 years since i write. Life has thrown me to so many deep hurdles. Many ups and down. Safe to say that 2025 was not IT. The darkest year of my life.

2025

- Suffered as Ortho MO in Hospital M****** who has such incompetent HR and other department. Survived few months with no HOs and only us 15 people holding the fort for the department. Damn i was so close to suicidal, living alone with my 2 cats - Obit and Ollie, doing long distance with my husband. It was mad tiring. Pejam celik pejam celik dah 1 year 6 months kerja situ. Hari2 zikir nak quit

- From living alone to living with housemates after my rented house contract ended. So much money spent.

2026

This year, manifesting a good year. I wanted to reclaim everything. I want to claim back my happiness, my sparks, myself who i have lost. The days i was away from my husband and family, from Allah swt. I wanna be a better person.

Allah swt has given me so so much. A lot of rezeki as well.

Fast forward actually i was so done living in M****, betul betul nak quit already informed by HOD that im resigning but somehow my heart feel unease. I did not send my resignation letter to the HR, i wanted to wait for permanent calling.

With so much uncertainties, attending multiple interviews with no avail, then i decided to just f it, i want to change to a new bigger home eventhough i dont know where life puts me next. Days to months searching for new home to rent but in the end mesti i will want to look at Huni, Setia Alam.

Then we did the house viewing. On a cold night celebrating my birthday in Janda Baik, we SAID YES to our new home. Eventhough the rent was a bit high. but YOLO right.

Sooooooooooooooooo.......... this is our new home 😚