2026 Update - New Home, Job update, cats

 31.05.2026

Wow, it has been a solid 3 years since i write. Life has thrown me to so many deep hurdles. Many ups and down. Safe to say that 2025 was not IT. The darkest year of my life. 

2025

- Suffered as Ortho MO in Hospital M****** who has such incompetent HR and other department. Survived few months with no HOs and only us 15 people holding the fort for the department. Damn i was so close to suicidal, living alone with my 2 cats - Obit and Ollie, doing long distance with my husband. It was mad tiring. Pejam celik pejam celik dah 1 year 6 months kerja situ. Hari2 zikir nak quit

- From living alone to living with housemates after my rented house contract ended. So much money spent. 

2026

This year, manifesting a good year. I wanted to reclaim everything. I want to claim back my happiness, my sparks, myself who i have lost. The days i was away from my husband and family, from Allah swt. I wanna be a better person.

Allah swt has given me so so much. A lot of rezeki as well. 

Fast forward actually i was so done living in M****, betul betul nak quit already informed by HOD that im resigning but somehow my heart feel unease. I did not send my resignation letter to the HR, i wanted to wait for permanent calling. 

With so much uncertainties, attending multiple interviews with no avail, then i decided to just f it, i want to change to a new bigger home eventhough i dont know where life puts me next. Days to months searching for new home to rent but in the end mesti i will want to look at Huni, Setia Alam. 

Then we did the house viewing. On a cold night celebrating my birthday in Janda Baik, we SAID YES to our new home. Eventhough the rent was a bit high. but YOLO right.

Sooooooooooooooooo.......... this is our new home 😚

Ikea visit

We bought TV Cabinet, Dressing table

Kitchen - before

Living room - before

Second meal on the floor 
First meal was nasi kandar hakim lol

Husband bought a new TV and soundbar!!

After assembled -- 😍

Rainy morning with roti canai and netflix

Ollie 

Obit

Bayang

My happy corner

Buat2 sibuk

Till then

write to you sooon!

Love,

Far. 

Day 001. Our home

 

11.11.2023 - 

It was the day that we picked up our house key. It was also the day that we went to pickup our bed from my Bukit Beruntung house. You were there throughout the process with me and i could not be anymore grateful to have you by my side. 

  

12.11.2023 - 

We spent RM400 stocking up the necessities for our home. It was the fist ikea trip that we were really into it. We went into every corner of the decor and imagined if it was in our home, all sorts of emotions rushed through my veins. We sat on the sofa, we sat at the dinner table and in the end we chose the coffee table bcs we wanted to safe some space. All that matters is that im doing this with you.

13.11.2023 - 

Straight from Ecah and Azwan's wedding, we went to our home and did A LOT of cleaning. Gosh, my heart fell for you all over again. I. cannot. believe. that we were that in the same roof, sorting out OUR bed. You also took over to mop the whole house. Ahhh 

I told you i wanted to pee but i was so geli to even step my feet into the toilet cs dead roaches were all over. And heck it smells so bad.. then you straight went inside an remove all the cockroacehs and even clean the toilet bowl for me 😭😭😭 i dont even close the door properly cs im still scared... of nothing..

10 mins later, i told you i wanted to poo.. then i said theres a dead lizard giving off the bad smell :(( you straight away went inside and remove all that, even deep clean inside the toilet bowl again so i could be comfortable... Ahhh, youre a heaven sent. That moment, i knew... im making a correct decision to have you as my husband... I fell for you all over again like when i was 18.

You then cleaned the whole kitchen and we wiped the big ass windows together. 

Took a break to have our first food in that house together, it was the burnt cheesecake from BASK! :) 

Before we headed home, we watched the view together, listed out all the other things that we should buy to complete the house. You kept asking me to think if theres anything we should buy to complete our house, i could not think of any, because for me my home is already complete. 

You, are my home. 

x