im going to be a wife

 T-61 days! 

Feeling sooo surreal. I started counting  when it was 170 plus days, now its only less than 2 months/8 weeks. when people ask me what do i feel, deep down the only answer is "I'm excited." It was the moment ive been waiting for ever since i met him. Now he will mine and i will be his forever and ever sampai syurga. Each day i kept on missing him more. 

Today we chose our invitation card design, chose our song and eyeing our house furniture together. He mentioned "rumah kita" brought out the giddiness in me. I cant wait for our day, sayang. 

I can't wait to not be parted away from you forever. 

I can't wait to be taken care by you. 

I can't wait to pur my love to you. 

I can't wait to cook meals for you. 

I can't wait to wake up next to you and it's just us. 

I can't wait to travel the world with you. 

I can't wait to watch movies together at the comfort of our home. 

I can't wait to buy groceries with you. 

I can't wait to be hugged every single day. 

I can't wait to have someone to come home to. 

I love you sayang. 

I always pray that semoga jodoh kita panjang, may Allah eases our way to be halal, i pray that he gave us just enough rezeki to provide to each other and to always keep you safe and sound wherever you go. I miss you already. 

Truly, far.