Day 001. Our home

 

11.11.2023 - 

It was the day that we picked up our house key. It was also the day that we went to pickup our bed from my Bukit Beruntung house. You were there throughout the process with me and i could not be anymore grateful to have you by my side. 

  

12.11.2023 - 

We spent RM400 stocking up the necessities for our home. It was the fist ikea trip that we were really into it. We went into every corner of the decor and imagined if it was in our home, all sorts of emotions rushed through my veins. We sat on the sofa, we sat at the dinner table and in the end we chose the coffee table bcs we wanted to safe some space. All that matters is that im doing this with you.

13.11.2023 - 

Straight from Ecah and Azwan's wedding, we went to our home and did A LOT of cleaning. Gosh, my heart fell for you all over again. I. cannot. believe. that we were that in the same roof, sorting out OUR bed. You also took over to mop the whole house. Ahhh 

I told you i wanted to pee but i was so geli to even step my feet into the toilet cs dead roaches were all over. And heck it smells so bad.. then you straight went inside an remove all the cockroacehs and even clean the toilet bowl for me 😭😭😭 i dont even close the door properly cs im still scared... of nothing..

10 mins later, i told you i wanted to poo.. then i said theres a dead lizard giving off the bad smell :(( you straight away went inside and remove all that, even deep clean inside the toilet bowl again so i could be comfortable... Ahhh, youre a heaven sent. That moment, i knew... im making a correct decision to have you as my husband... I fell for you all over again like when i was 18.

You then cleaned the whole kitchen and we wiped the big ass windows together. 

Took a break to have our first food in that house together, it was the burnt cheesecake from BASK! :) 

Before we headed home, we watched the view together, listed out all the other things that we should buy to complete the house. You kept asking me to think if theres anything we should buy to complete our house, i could not think of any, because for me my home is already complete. 

You, are my home. 

x

im going to be a wife

 T-61 days! 

Feeling sooo surreal. I started counting  when it was 170 plus days, now its only less than 2 months/8 weeks. when people ask me what do i feel, deep down the only answer is "I'm excited." It was the moment ive been waiting for ever since i met him. Now he will mine and i will be his forever and ever sampai syurga. Each day i kept on missing him more. 

Today we chose our invitation card design, chose our song and eyeing our house furniture together. He mentioned "rumah kita" brought out the giddiness in me. I cant wait for our day, sayang. 

I can't wait to not be parted away from you forever. 

I can't wait to be taken care by you. 

I can't wait to pur my love to you. 

I can't wait to cook meals for you. 

I can't wait to wake up next to you and it's just us. 

I can't wait to travel the world with you. 

I can't wait to watch movies together at the comfort of our home. 

I can't wait to buy groceries with you. 

I can't wait to be hugged every single day. 

I can't wait to have someone to come home to. 

I love you sayang. 

I always pray that semoga jodoh kita panjang, may Allah eases our way to be halal, i pray that he gave us just enough rezeki to provide to each other and to always keep you safe and sound wherever you go. I miss you already. 

Truly, far.